my progress.

hello everyone!!

so i want to make this post about my personal progress since i started reading food blogs. it all started with "heyitstay" and homegirl can eat. on homegirl can eat, i loved how he made the vegetarian lifestlye so easy. now i have been living the vegetarian lifestyle for about 3 months but 2 passionately. i only treat myself to chicken once a week at one meal. i don't have fast food anymore and if i do, i only have something like a quesidilla. and then at jack-in the box, it's the mozzerela sticks. now when i was a child i lived off of bologna sandwiches and now i can't stand any type of deli meat. and now, i can't even stand the idea of going to a fast food restuarant and getting a hamburger. the thought just makes me throw up in my mouth a little.

about 2 months ago i couldn't fit into my pink collegiate collection sweats. when i learned they first came out i bought 2 pairs immediately. i have the first line of UNC AND UCLA sweatpants and now they FIT!! how freakin awesome is that? i mean they emphasize the stomach section but i don't care. i can't believe i can fit my body into them. i love them to death!! and then this past weekend i ordered some pants and a argyle sweater from the gap. i can't believe i am finally moving down the ladder. it's about freakin time. i wasted 5 years getting to my current weight and i hate myself and my medication for making me this overweight. it's a disgusting feeling and i want to prove my medication that i can be slim with the meds and the doctors.

sooooo...

i need to start living the vegeatarian lifestyle. i need to make a promise to myself because i no longer want to be the only lady going into wing stop and ordering wings. i feel so out of place with a place full of guys and i, the only lady there. i need to stop going there because i don't even know how much 8 mild wings are with about 10 french fries is. what is it? like 2000 maybe. how about the fat? gross. now i know i won't be hardcore vegearian because i can't live my life without dairy. i love brie and goat cheese. my dinner tonight was plain sun chips with artichoke and spinach hummus, a mango, and fresh french baguette with truffle goat cheese. it was so good.

on the weight topic, i need to buy a new scale. i KNOW MINE IS WRONG, and i can't stand it. how much are scales? like 50 bucks? does anyone know?

so my point of my post is to become a vegetarian with having fish on occasion. period. end of story.